I'm holding on your rope,
Got me ten feet off the ground
I'm hearin what you say but I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down, but wait
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around, and say...
It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I'd take another chance, take a fall
Take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
But it's nothin new
I loved you with a fire red-
Now it's turning blue, and you say...
"Sorry" like the angel heaven let me think was you
But I'm afraid...
It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
It's too late to apologize, yeah
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah-
I'm holdin on your rope, got me ten feet off the ground...
Friday, September 2, 2011
Sunday, March 6, 2011
Oh yeah! I have a blog! Damn, I forgot..
wow I totally just came across this.
I suppose I'll update this thing even though nobody reads it...something to pass the time :)
Not too much is different. I work loads, deal with my parents persistent bitching and get out of Nova Scotia as often as I can. AKA: once a year.
So when I brought up that I want to go to europe again, well, lets just say that didnt go over very well. I was told I wouldnt have a place to live when i came back.
Im not going just for the hell of it. Im going to see my girlfriend of 2 years.
I was then told that I shouldn't waste my time trying for someone who isnt going to be with me forever... Says my mother. how does she know this!? is she a fucking psychic!?
It's a pain in the ass to have stupid people in my life but, ehh, I love them and they are my parents so I have to deal. Even though they try to act like they know everything about my life when they dont even ask so how could they!
I figure it's my money so why the fuck can't I go!?
Ive been saving up for school too so I really dont see why there is an issue.
Someday, I hope to have non-bitchy parents breathing down my neck every secound of my life.
I know they want whats best but I don't think they even know what is actually best for me. It's something I need to do. Shannon and I promised when we saw eachother next everything would be sorted out during that time..and now it feels like I'll never see her in person again.
Anyways, that's all for now. I'm going to be coming back and updating again. promise! ; )
I suppose I'll update this thing even though nobody reads it...something to pass the time :)
Not too much is different. I work loads, deal with my parents persistent bitching and get out of Nova Scotia as often as I can. AKA: once a year.
So when I brought up that I want to go to europe again, well, lets just say that didnt go over very well. I was told I wouldnt have a place to live when i came back.
Im not going just for the hell of it. Im going to see my girlfriend of 2 years.
I was then told that I shouldn't waste my time trying for someone who isnt going to be with me forever... Says my mother. how does she know this!? is she a fucking psychic!?
It's a pain in the ass to have stupid people in my life but, ehh, I love them and they are my parents so I have to deal. Even though they try to act like they know everything about my life when they dont even ask so how could they!
I figure it's my money so why the fuck can't I go!?
Ive been saving up for school too so I really dont see why there is an issue.
Someday, I hope to have non-bitchy parents breathing down my neck every secound of my life.
I know they want whats best but I don't think they even know what is actually best for me. It's something I need to do. Shannon and I promised when we saw eachother next everything would be sorted out during that time..and now it feels like I'll never see her in person again.
Anyways, that's all for now. I'm going to be coming back and updating again. promise! ; )
Thursday, November 5, 2009
HELLO!
WOW, I havent updated this thing in aaages. Just dropped by to say hello. There will be an actual update about everything thats been going on shortly!
Monday, April 20, 2009
Sunday, April 5, 2009
I miss her.
Every time we talk, I feel like she is the only one who really knows. Knows me. Knows how I really am. She doesn't judge, she doesnt criticize.
We just fit. Shes knows I'll love her no matter what. I know she'll love me regardless aswell.
She's always mentioning how much she misses me, and how bad she wants everything back to how it was.
As if its not torture enough that we're so far away from one another.
She was the one who had my heart since the beginning. I guess I was just too dense to realize it.
I screwed it up so bad, yet she's there. Still. Seemingly,Waiting for me. But I don't want her to wait..She could find someone. What is she waiting for?Even if its not me, what is it?
I'm waiting for her. I know it.
In some ways it makes sense why I've never really jumped into another relationship, even though I've had the chance.
Nobody will ever compare. I miss her so bad and I dont know how to tell her.
If I had the guts I would call her and tell her how much she means to me. That now, I dont give a fuck about the age gap. I never cared. Everyone else cared.4 years and some odd months.. Come on! thats nothing. If I can wait this long, I'll wait even longer. As long as it takes.
Nothing compares.
Every time we talk, I feel like she is the only one who really knows. Knows me. Knows how I really am. She doesn't judge, she doesnt criticize.
We just fit. Shes knows I'll love her no matter what. I know she'll love me regardless aswell.
She's always mentioning how much she misses me, and how bad she wants everything back to how it was.
As if its not torture enough that we're so far away from one another.
She was the one who had my heart since the beginning. I guess I was just too dense to realize it.
I screwed it up so bad, yet she's there. Still. Seemingly,Waiting for me. But I don't want her to wait..She could find someone. What is she waiting for?Even if its not me, what is it?
I'm waiting for her. I know it.
In some ways it makes sense why I've never really jumped into another relationship, even though I've had the chance.
Nobody will ever compare. I miss her so bad and I dont know how to tell her.
If I had the guts I would call her and tell her how much she means to me. That now, I dont give a fuck about the age gap. I never cared. Everyone else cared.4 years and some odd months.. Come on! thats nothing. If I can wait this long, I'll wait even longer. As long as it takes.
Nothing compares.
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
Coffee + Sunrise = Perfect.
No sleep again last night.
Sheesh, I really need to fix my sleeping pattern.
I tried,and tried,and tried some more. I literally layed there for hours. NOTHING.
Oh well, I suppose its nice to be up before 7.
Beautiful sunrise, birds coming out to greet the new day, snow glistening with the first appearance of the days sunlight.
I suppose I can survive off of a little coffee boost for a bit, until I inevitably fall asleep on the couch later.
The only thing that ruins that image of said above is our half-broken fence from all of the storms we've gotten this past winter. And our half dead tree that was pulverized by the storms as well.
I'm guessing that I'll be helping alot with the renovations. The list is ever-growing.
Spring is the absolute best time of year. No more snow, no more sad trees with no leaves to blow around, no more gross brown grass. Sadly, our spring hasn't quite come yet. It's pretty odd, usually by this time we don't get any more snow storms. I suppose that weather is always changing, its truly unpredictable.
My aunt Nanette called last night, with a friendly invite to her place and also bad news. My aunt Phyllis is in the hospital, and all I know so far is she is Anemic and she had to get a blood transfusion. She has lost over 40 pounds, and she wasn't a huge lady to start with. This weekend I plan on going to see her. My mother though, I'm not so sure will even bother. She's got this weird thing that she wont visit someone in the hospital. Last person she ever visited was my grandfather..about 5 years ago. I think part of it had to do with him losing his memory, and not remembering mom every time she went in to visit.
Word also got through my family that I am going through some tough times and that I quit my job. Wow, word travels fast in the family! ( my aunt Karen called last week and asked how I was.. I'm guessing that's how the grapevine started.)
Even so, I'm glad that they are concerned. I told Nanette not to worry, that things are slowly coming together for me. Even though I felt like what I was saying was somewhat deceiving, I truly am trying my best. School is my No.1 concern right now.
That's all for now!
Sheesh, I really need to fix my sleeping pattern.
I tried,and tried,and tried some more. I literally layed there for hours. NOTHING.
Oh well, I suppose its nice to be up before 7.
Beautiful sunrise, birds coming out to greet the new day, snow glistening with the first appearance of the days sunlight.
I suppose I can survive off of a little coffee boost for a bit, until I inevitably fall asleep on the couch later.
The only thing that ruins that image of said above is our half-broken fence from all of the storms we've gotten this past winter. And our half dead tree that was pulverized by the storms as well.
I'm guessing that I'll be helping alot with the renovations. The list is ever-growing.
Spring is the absolute best time of year. No more snow, no more sad trees with no leaves to blow around, no more gross brown grass. Sadly, our spring hasn't quite come yet. It's pretty odd, usually by this time we don't get any more snow storms. I suppose that weather is always changing, its truly unpredictable.
My aunt Nanette called last night, with a friendly invite to her place and also bad news. My aunt Phyllis is in the hospital, and all I know so far is she is Anemic and she had to get a blood transfusion. She has lost over 40 pounds, and she wasn't a huge lady to start with. This weekend I plan on going to see her. My mother though, I'm not so sure will even bother. She's got this weird thing that she wont visit someone in the hospital. Last person she ever visited was my grandfather..about 5 years ago. I think part of it had to do with him losing his memory, and not remembering mom every time she went in to visit.
Word also got through my family that I am going through some tough times and that I quit my job. Wow, word travels fast in the family! ( my aunt Karen called last week and asked how I was.. I'm guessing that's how the grapevine started.)
Even so, I'm glad that they are concerned. I told Nanette not to worry, that things are slowly coming together for me. Even though I felt like what I was saying was somewhat deceiving, I truly am trying my best. School is my No.1 concern right now.
That's all for now!
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
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