Don't Close Your Eyes or We'll Fade.

This week has been pretty blah.
but the good news is i dont feel sick! holyy i felt sick for weeks.
colds and flu's everywhere! prettymuch everyone i know caught one or the other. knowing my luck i'll be sick in the next couple weeks. again. NO FUN.

This week was short but at the same time felt really long..
all i wanted to do was sleep in today. and now that i did im happy =)

I really wish i had some more to write but all this week consisted of was feeling shitty and work. and my crazy Supervisor.. im not going to get into that.

I'll end this with McCain is an IDIOT.

"The Americans have gotten to know Sarah Palin. They know she's a role model to women and reformers all over America." - McCain
"We're going to take Joe's money, give it to Senator Obama and let him spread the wealth around."-McCain

What is wrong with this man? and why am i so amused by how stupid he is? im Canadian! i cant even vote there! I guess its because most of our channels are American, or have American programs on them. CNN is a popular channel in this house.

Ick..politics. slimy subject but at the same time - interesting.

"Sen. McCain, this is the guy who sang, 'Bomb, bomb, bomb Iran,' who called for the annihilation of North Korea. That I don't think is an example of speaking softly. This is the person who, after we had — we hadn't even finished Afghanistan, where he said, 'Next up, Baghdad.' So I agree that we have to speak responsibly and we have to act responsibly. And the reason Pakistan — the popular opinion of America had diminished in Pakistan was because we were supporting a dictator, (former President Pervez) Musharraf, had given him $10 billion over seven years, and he had suspended civil liberties. We were not promoting democracy. This is the kind of policies that ultimately end up undermining our ability to fight the war on terrorism, and it will change when I'm president." -Obama

A couple of my friends actually told me that he will become president, but they think he will be shot because he's black. another JFK but for other reasons. and NO they werent trying to be racist. they just know theirs still racism. obviously. WTF. what the hell is wrong with the world? people are seriously messed up.

I guess one main reson why im so into this election is because my brother is going to Afghanistan for a year in February. He has already been there before.
Obviously, i want him out of there. and no, America had no control on whether or not my brother does-Canada does.
I know for sure that America rubs off on us somewhat- America is there, Canada will be there.
Barack wants America out - chances are Prime Minister Stephen Harper- which also has no clue what hes really doing with our economy- will want Canadian troops out of there too.
this last election, 59% of our population DIDNT vote. Harper does not set hearts aflutter in Canada, but no one offered a better alternative. An election was held, and virtually nothing changed. The prime minister did succeed in icing any near-term interest in another election.
Harper even earned 6 seats in British columbia!
conservatives won.again. Seriously, what is wrong with this picture?


alright, ive had enough of the politics for now.

Your So Far Away From Me.

Last night,I was thinking alot about things that have happened in my life that i could have easily avoided. If only i had actually used my brain for some things, instead of hearing something someone says and blowing up over it..

losing people in my life because of my efforts. not just mine, but theirs aswell.
im not putting names down, just initials.

E:stop playing around with me. Im being dead serious, i dont have time for a mind-fuck.
B: your just the same as you were when you threw the cup of coffee and stormed off on me. have fun in Alberta.
D: Your such a sweet girl but you hate me for no reason. I feel bad for you that your worried about me doing anything. I wouldnt touch her with a ten foot pole as far as im concerned. Theres nothing there between us. Oh, and thanks for that dirty look you gave me before you decided to talk to me. whatever, you think i honestly care? I dont hate you, dont see why you hate me.
K: your my best friend. still. to this day. I wish i was your best friend.
C: your soo far away. but your are one of the coolest people i know. I havent been on here lately but just know that i care about you. More than you think.
M: what happened to you? i havent seen you in months, didnt even know you moved out. Good luck with things.
A: im happy that you got a good job in your hands, but you dont want to work odd-jobs for the rest of your life! i cant believe you even told me that. go back to school! be smart about things!
i havent seen you much lately and im sorry for that.

Their's alot more people but these are the people who matter most. all of the other people i hang around with, im good with, so i can say things to their face.

i'll put up another post, maybe not as depressing, in a couple of days.