Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Friday, March 20, 2009
Everyone seemed so happy. Everything seemed so right.
I need more days like these.
Where friends are around every corner,
and nobody gives a shit about anything but the moment.
Just a week later today, I feel completely different. I feel so blah. Life is so weird. One day you can feel invincible, and the next invisible.
Saturday, March 14, 2009
Weird Dream #2.
Last night, I had probably one of the weirdest dreams I've ever had.
I was with all of my friends. They would show up at random times throughout the dream
the only person that went through the whole dream with me was Alex.
The dream felt so real... mostly because in the dream it was pouring outside.
It felt so amazing though, and me and Alex were just doing what we were there to do in the first place..
The setting was in the desert. yet it was raining, and the rain was just ridiculously heavy.
you would think that we would run for cover, but no, everyone just kept on running through this course. ( It seemed like it was an unlimited amount of staircases, and for some reason we would sometimes jump onto the rails and slide down them.) some went down, some went up.
we got to this point that the staircases stopped and there was a road, and a place to eat.
Suddenly, there was lightning. or..something like lightning. The rain stopped instantly.There was thunder and lightning at the exact same time. I can still clearly picture it in my head..it was unbelievable. it lasted for about 30 seconds and then ( this is the part i still don't understand) the lightning stopped, or whatever it was, and then about 10 UFOs came out of nowhere. A hologram of some of the people inside of them showed up in the sky.. the colours that showed up were unbelievable.Blue's, Pink's..almost as if a rainbow, that wasn't formed, showed up out of nowhere.There was a group of a good 50 people, all looking up watching. It was night time. A human face showed up.I only heard "do not be afraid, we have come to.." and then I blacked out. Last thing I remember is Kate ( friend from high school) catch me before I fell. I woke up with her holding my hand, and everyone just went along doing the same thing we were doing before that happened. The staircases. Only It was day time again. Eventually Alex and I got through all of these staircases, and instead of doing that, we were trying to get over booby-trapped planks of wood, big hills of mud, several random things that made it hard to get across. There were litters of kittens and puppies at random places.. after this point I don't really remember much.
Much of this dream I don't understand. It switches from one thing to another. Why are my family and friends all going through the desert, through a course? why did it switch from day to night? why was there pouring rain, then no rain at all, then a crazy lighting looking bolt in the sky, and then "alien" contact? why did I pass out, and then we were back doing the course again? kittens and puppies? Hmm.
I was with all of my friends. They would show up at random times throughout the dream
the only person that went through the whole dream with me was Alex.
The dream felt so real... mostly because in the dream it was pouring outside.
It felt so amazing though, and me and Alex were just doing what we were there to do in the first place..
The setting was in the desert. yet it was raining, and the rain was just ridiculously heavy.
you would think that we would run for cover, but no, everyone just kept on running through this course. ( It seemed like it was an unlimited amount of staircases, and for some reason we would sometimes jump onto the rails and slide down them.) some went down, some went up.
we got to this point that the staircases stopped and there was a road, and a place to eat.
Suddenly, there was lightning. or..something like lightning. The rain stopped instantly.There was thunder and lightning at the exact same time. I can still clearly picture it in my head..it was unbelievable. it lasted for about 30 seconds and then ( this is the part i still don't understand) the lightning stopped, or whatever it was, and then about 10 UFOs came out of nowhere. A hologram of some of the people inside of them showed up in the sky.. the colours that showed up were unbelievable.Blue's, Pink's..almost as if a rainbow, that wasn't formed, showed up out of nowhere.There was a group of a good 50 people, all looking up watching. It was night time. A human face showed up.I only heard "do not be afraid, we have come to.." and then I blacked out. Last thing I remember is Kate ( friend from high school) catch me before I fell. I woke up with her holding my hand, and everyone just went along doing the same thing we were doing before that happened. The staircases. Only It was day time again. Eventually Alex and I got through all of these staircases, and instead of doing that, we were trying to get over booby-trapped planks of wood, big hills of mud, several random things that made it hard to get across. There were litters of kittens and puppies at random places.. after this point I don't really remember much.
Much of this dream I don't understand. It switches from one thing to another. Why are my family and friends all going through the desert, through a course? why did it switch from day to night? why was there pouring rain, then no rain at all, then a crazy lighting looking bolt in the sky, and then "alien" contact? why did I pass out, and then we were back doing the course again? kittens and puppies? Hmm.
Friday, March 6, 2009
I have decided that my dreams should be blogged about, since my dreams are pretty much the most interesting thing of my day. All dreams have some meaning behind them, but the only problem is i have no clue how to analyze them. So I'll just write them down.
Several things happened in the dreams I had last night.
First of all, I think the reason why my dreams were so random is because of the videos I watched last night. I'm actually trying to learn how to meditate now, and the videos teach you, but the person talking also goes into several other subjects, and in depth. Almost enough to scare a person, but i listened to all 18 parts and it honestly didn't scare me.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i7l0cJL7e4w
Also, if you do have an interest in this, which i believe everyone should, David Wilcock has some great stuff on YouTube. You don't have to believe everything you hear, but give it a chance.
12 is supposedly a very important number.
Last night, i had a really hard time getting to sleep. I didn't get to sleep until about 5. So when I woke up at 12:12, I was a little bit freaked out.
In order to understand why I watched these videos, you would have to understand my friends' father. He has opened up my eyes, In a sense, to the world around us.
I have always considered myself spiritual, but have never figured out how to meditate. Supposedly dreams are a form of this, and now looking back at the dreams I had, It makes sense.
The first dream I had, I was in the woods. I feel like this was the setting because nature is actually the best place for meditation. Your better off sitting next to a tree and meditating than you are sitting on your bed.
I don't quite remember who was with me, but I know there were two people. One Male, one Female. We ran for quite a while, but after this I don't remember much. I'm trying to think of what happened and I'm just drawing a blank. The dream completely changed into a more familiar scene. I was with every single person I was friends with in High school. They each had different sweaters on for different Colleges and Universities, but whoever didn't make it to college yet just had normal clothes on. We were in what seemed to be a waiting room. But what didn't make sense about this was all of my friends went to different schools. Why were we in one singular waiting room for different schools? my guess is that it wasn't a waiting room for School. It was a waiting room for something entirely different.
I'm thinking the reason why my dreams went from one thing to another is because of the Male and Female that were in the woods with me. Possibly, I was put into another state of mind?
That's all I have for now. When another dream occurs I'll be right back here blogging.
Several things happened in the dreams I had last night.
First of all, I think the reason why my dreams were so random is because of the videos I watched last night. I'm actually trying to learn how to meditate now, and the videos teach you, but the person talking also goes into several other subjects, and in depth. Almost enough to scare a person, but i listened to all 18 parts and it honestly didn't scare me.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i7l0cJL7e4w
Also, if you do have an interest in this, which i believe everyone should, David Wilcock has some great stuff on YouTube. You don't have to believe everything you hear, but give it a chance.
12 is supposedly a very important number.
Last night, i had a really hard time getting to sleep. I didn't get to sleep until about 5. So when I woke up at 12:12, I was a little bit freaked out.
In order to understand why I watched these videos, you would have to understand my friends' father. He has opened up my eyes, In a sense, to the world around us.
I have always considered myself spiritual, but have never figured out how to meditate. Supposedly dreams are a form of this, and now looking back at the dreams I had, It makes sense.
The first dream I had, I was in the woods. I feel like this was the setting because nature is actually the best place for meditation. Your better off sitting next to a tree and meditating than you are sitting on your bed.
I don't quite remember who was with me, but I know there were two people. One Male, one Female. We ran for quite a while, but after this I don't remember much. I'm trying to think of what happened and I'm just drawing a blank. The dream completely changed into a more familiar scene. I was with every single person I was friends with in High school. They each had different sweaters on for different Colleges and Universities, but whoever didn't make it to college yet just had normal clothes on. We were in what seemed to be a waiting room. But what didn't make sense about this was all of my friends went to different schools. Why were we in one singular waiting room for different schools? my guess is that it wasn't a waiting room for School. It was a waiting room for something entirely different.
I'm thinking the reason why my dreams went from one thing to another is because of the Male and Female that were in the woods with me. Possibly, I was put into another state of mind?
That's all I have for now. When another dream occurs I'll be right back here blogging.
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
Am I Crazy? Wait..Dont Answer That.
I had a dream last night that I was eating a bagel..in bed. that may not seem so strange but for me, it felt so real, that when I woke up I was actually wondering if I really did that.
I hate this kind, the kind of dream that feels like reality. 100%!
this wasnt the only dream i had. I had the same dream that I've been having for close to two years now. In this dream, I can't screw up. If I screw up, I end up back at the beginning. Its like a huge maze..its so confusing!
Eventually I get to the end, and at the end I have to use a ladder to get out of a tiny window.
This time in the dream, I was carrying around a laptop..but it wasnt a normal one. It was state of the art, really cool and rigged up with the best technology.
3 men came into the same room I was trying to get out of, and they were after me for some reason.
I ditched the laptop and left it behind, then woke up....
Im wondering whats going to happen next with this dream? maybe I'll never have it again. Or maybe I have to start all over again. last time I had this dream was probably around two months ago, so its not like its an every night thing. But when I do have it, I know exactly where I am, and know exactly what i have to do.. yet ive never in my life actually been at this place.I have to get through the little window with everything I brought with me.
This dream really makes no sense to me!
I hate this kind, the kind of dream that feels like reality. 100%!
this wasnt the only dream i had. I had the same dream that I've been having for close to two years now. In this dream, I can't screw up. If I screw up, I end up back at the beginning. Its like a huge maze..its so confusing!
Eventually I get to the end, and at the end I have to use a ladder to get out of a tiny window.
This time in the dream, I was carrying around a laptop..but it wasnt a normal one. It was state of the art, really cool and rigged up with the best technology.
3 men came into the same room I was trying to get out of, and they were after me for some reason.
I ditched the laptop and left it behind, then woke up....
Im wondering whats going to happen next with this dream? maybe I'll never have it again. Or maybe I have to start all over again. last time I had this dream was probably around two months ago, so its not like its an every night thing. But when I do have it, I know exactly where I am, and know exactly what i have to do.. yet ive never in my life actually been at this place.I have to get through the little window with everything I brought with me.
This dream really makes no sense to me!
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