I miss her.

Every time we talk, I feel like she is the only one who really knows. Knows me. Knows how I really am. She doesn't judge, she doesnt criticize.

We just fit. Shes knows I'll love her no matter what. I know she'll love me regardless aswell.

She's always mentioning how much she misses me, and how bad she wants everything back to how it was.

As if its not torture enough that we're so far away from one another.

She was the one who had my heart since the beginning. I guess I was just too dense to realize it.

I screwed it up so bad, yet she's there. Still. Seemingly,Waiting for me. But I don't want her to wait..She could find someone. What is she waiting for?Even if its not me, what is it?

I'm waiting for her. I know it.

In some ways it makes sense why I've never really jumped into another relationship, even though I've had the chance.

Nobody will ever compare. I miss her so bad and I dont know how to tell her.

If I had the guts I would call her and tell her how much she means to me. That now, I dont give a fuck about the age gap. I never cared. Everyone else cared.4 years and some odd months.. Come on! thats nothing. If I can wait this long, I'll wait even longer. As long as it takes.

Nothing compares.