Last night,I was thinking alot about things that have happened in my life that i could have easily avoided. If only i had actually used my brain for some things, instead of hearing something someone says and blowing up over it..
losing people in my life because of my efforts. not just mine, but theirs aswell.
im not putting names down, just initials.
E:stop playing around with me. Im being dead serious, i dont have time for a mind-fuck.
B: your just the same as you were when you threw the cup of coffee and stormed off on me. have fun in Alberta.
D: Your such a sweet girl but you hate me for no reason. I feel bad for you that your worried about me doing anything. I wouldnt touch her with a ten foot pole as far as im concerned. Theres nothing there between us. Oh, and thanks for that dirty look you gave me before you decided to talk to me. whatever, you think i honestly care? I dont hate you, dont see why you hate me.
K: your my best friend. still. to this day. I wish i was your best friend.
C: your soo far away. but your are one of the coolest people i know. I havent been on here lately but just know that i care about you. More than you think.
M: what happened to you? i havent seen you in months, didnt even know you moved out. Good luck with things.
A: im happy that you got a good job in your hands, but you dont want to work odd-jobs for the rest of your life! i cant believe you even told me that. go back to school! be smart about things!
i havent seen you much lately and im sorry for that.
Their's alot more people but these are the people who matter most. all of the other people i hang around with, im good with, so i can say things to their face.
i'll put up another post, maybe not as depressing, in a couple of days.
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