Lets Talk About..

Oh, how fun it is to be chased around the yard by raging hornets trying to sting you.

Why are hornets always so mad? stupid hornets.

Today was a good day. It was nice out. I was in a good mood, for the most part. I was still hungover from Thursday earlier today. Which has made me think, maybe I'm better off staying away from the alcohol. Or at least limit myself. I never really had a limit like I did when I first started drinking. I built up this tolerance for it.. it kind of makes me feel sick just thinking about it.

I thought I was allergic to vodka, but i guess not. Instead I turn into a completely different person. Not in a bad sense, its just weird. Then I drunk dial people and they probably think I'm completely INSANE! ( Sorry Slo & Green, Kelka) I had no recollection of calling anyone. I kind of felt like a huge asshole.
It made me emotional in a sense. Like the drunk girl who runs around at a party telling everyone how much she loves them.. yeah. That was me.

On to another subject..

I mowed the lawn today, which caused a ruckus with the bee's and hornets. fuck them all, i say!
well, bee's are cool, but they still scare me.

May i just say how much i love my ipod?? I think I would seriously go insane without it.

Tonight was a little awkward..went to Greg's, He told me they were meeting up with some people, then i came back.. I cant be assed to walk all around town today, I'm just not in the mood for it. So I'm probably gonna chill with him later tonight.

My parents insist that I'm not gay.This is another reason i choose to stay away from vodka,but..maybe it was good that I fought back. I find it completely hilarious, and i told it to their face that they have no idea what they are saying. I'm pretty fucking gay. They said because I don't have a Girlfriend. So what if I don't have a Girlfriend?!? I've dated girls!
then they went on to say: "You've never done anything with a girl, so how would you know?" then I went on to tell them how naive and bigoted they were being. Also because I was drinking, I quickly told them that: I've had sex with girls. Including my 9-month relationship with that girl that they wouldn't let in the house in grade 11-12. Fuck.
THEN! they go on to say "well you've never had sex with a boy, so how do you know you wont like it"
I was fuming at this point. Just imagine me, red faced, with both of my parents down-sizing me.
I then said " how do you know I've never had sex with a boy? And even if I didn't, it doesn't mean I've never done anything with one. I'm simply not attracted to Men in that way. At all. Who cares if I didn't have sex with one."

It made me feel..well..good. Good because the cat was out of the bag. They can think whatever they want but this is me, This is who I am, and they can accept it, and move on with their lives and not get tied up about it, because its my life and not theirs.

So here's your daughter saying, I don't give a shit what you think of my sexual preference. I have no control over it. So fucking what if i don't have a Girlfriend, it doesn't make sense to call me a hetero. LOOK AT ME. Gayness just radiates off of me. if you cant see that, your blind.

Happy post? Not so much.
Needed to be written as I was overlooking my last drinking experience? yes.























-Nova.